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| my heart is breakin...
i can't slp for the whole nite, sry that i promise rebecca i will go bak to slp after we hang up, but i really can't~ my teat juz won't stop, i'm afriad that actually i'm not that strong, i can't handle everythin, this is juz too much for me
i really get hurt this time, i hav never been in this situation b4, can somebody help me, i 'm lost, i'm really lost... rebecca ar : ngor dim suen ho ar? ngor ho sun fu ar, ngor ng xuen hei gum ar, ngor ng xuen....
it's that wrong to hav wish? is that wrong to believe a guy i lov? is that wrong to keep callin someone i lov? is that wrong to lov someone? is that wrong to meet the guy u will lov? if this is all wrong, then i'm really wrong!!! | | |
| y is that always my fault? wt did i do??
btw, hav been talkin to rebecca these days~
recieve my mum call this afternoon, she said we havb to prove my dad is comin to auckland, cuz they can't find any homestay, i was lik wtf??
then u call n tell me that someone else is gonna stay in our house for lik 5 nite, do u think i can tak that? wtever~ n u tellin me not to call u again, thank you for sayin that!!!
btw, rebecca is helpin to find homestay for me, no matter i will go to auckland this term break, there's no way that i will stay here again, i get enou in blenheim!!
n argue with my mum, my mum said how abou she com over, i really dun want her to waste money to com over juz cuz of i want to go to auckland~ but it's fine rite now, cuz she know wt i want, n"i'm sry abou my attitude on the phone with u" ==> to my mum!!!
rob is havin exam tmr, hope he will do go on it, i will always support u!!! kk
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| it wasn't a gd long weekend for me.... i hurt my month last nite cuz i was doin some sort of stupid stuff n it look really awful... i dun think i sure tak pic of it cuz obvious i dun think there's anyone wanna look at it~
then i woke up this mornin, juz get a pack of noodles n walkin on the stair, remeber i was walkin but then i fall... omg n that was lik my second time fall on the stair this weekend, the first time was at nite when i went outside for a smk~ gd? wt's wrong with me?
n thank you for tellin me i only know how to eat n slp, cuz be honest, that's my life!! haha
was talkin on msn with charity, havn't talk to her for a long time, nways that was a nice chat, hope to c u in christmas time n go out for some shoppin
did some of my speech, but then giv up cuz needa eat din din, but i was so full but it was really nice, Bill can cook btw he is leavin tmr~ heehee
princess dairy was on 7:30pm on channel 3, it was gd but kinda miss out cuz i was talkin on the phone with lo gon~ heehee
it's already 10:45 , still hav 75 mins to go til u get off from work~
n plz dun be sry for makin me cry last nite, cuz that was my fault n i'm fine rite now~
really wanna go bak rite now, missin the day while i was in hk, n plz all my fds plz go bak to hk in christmas , really wanna c u guys so badly~~ muah!!
especially u lor, my bitch ( u know who u are) haha n thx for the comment~
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| all the things in my head tonite is " break up " n " break up" ~
while everybody treat me so gd, then u will always do sth lik this~
i start to think "i dun hav to slp with u everynite?i can find a way out...!!"
eventhou i hav to try for thousand times,n i wok up million times at nite , i think abou u more than thinkin abou myself~ keep checkin did i miss out a call!!
although i'm doin all this but i dun hav any extra energy to call u, i juz hav enou with u, enou with yr attitude , enou with yr emotion~ i need a break after all
i dun even know am i doin a rite thing, but that was on mind for the whole nite
conclusion: i start to hate you n myself | | |
| havn't updat my xanga for a long time lu~ so many tests this week... studyin everynite n in skl time too~
didn't wage much class this week.. bein a gd girl lor~
so happy to recieve lo gon's letter n mum's mail box~heehee..XO sause is the best!!!
two more tests to go tmr( biology n chem )... heehee... then i hav a long weekend la cuz it's queen's birthday on monday... no school!!! yeah yeah!!!
vivian didn't go to today, properly those important day gwa~ haha
cook some rice for tmr already, but juz prepare mine one n kenness one, cuz dunno is vivian gonna go to skl or not~ heehee
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Hobbies and Interests:
musicial, eating junk food, play-boy, de-stressing~specialy PLAYBOY~
Favorite TV Shows:
~CoNaN~
My EXPERTISE ALSO IS MY OCCUPATION:
~A GOOD WIFE~N ~I WORK AT HOME~